NOTE: the things stated in the last post are how I feel occasionallly. I'm not a depressed mess who cries all day and cuts her wrists all night. I'm a genuinely happy kid with amazing family members and friends, and I absolutely love my life. Its just those moments when I feel down and "depressed" when I feel those things. It's a temporary feeling, but just cause it's temporary doesn't mean it will go away forever. I will always have issues with myself, just as every normal human being does, but I won't let it control my life. I'm learning to accept and love myself, despite the difficulties associated with that. I'm on the road to loving the body God gave me, but I won't let my insecurities and "issues" stand in the way of living my life.